chapter 4

my mother would not feed me so every time i would get up to go to school i would pick through every kids lunch i would drop mines first and act like i was picking up my lunch and then sooner or latter every one started to notice that something was missing out of there bag and they all just started not to like me they would hide there lunches in the closet. one day i told my self that i could not go with out eating so i planned to to go to the store and grab something to eat at recess time. I started to get new proof ways to eat like still food from the first grade class. id didnt last long the principal traced the thefts back to me then he called mother and when i got home i got hit on and beet. mother had a meeting withthe principal and said that i make bruses on my body to get attention since the recent birth of his baby brother. we had a family vacation and dad wonted to take us on the new superslide i got scolded because i was to loud comming in so my punishment was that i could not go with father and my brothers on the new slide so i stayed in the cabin with mother and baby. she then was breathing over me with her deap breathing over me. she nealed and said eat it and it was one of my brothers diapers. then she took me in the counter and she opened it up and said eat it so she shoved my face in it and then made get up and she said clean my damn face up thats when my brothers and father had walked in.